[leader] single dark search

Title: Single Dark Search
Fandom: Johnny's and Associates (TOKIO)
Characters: Joshima Shigeru, Yamaguchi Tatsuya, the rest of TOKIO + Mrs. Yamaguchi
Pairings: Yamaguchi/Joshima, Yamaguchi/his wife, Nagase/Aibu Saki
Rating: R for concepts
Word Count: ~1900
Warnings: WEIRD SHIT, angst, possibly triggering suicidal behavior, AU
Summary: Joshima Shigeru's lived ten lives, and now he wants nothing more than to die.
Notes: Izanami no mikoto is the Japanese goddess of creation and destruction. All of this is made up, please don't take my bastardization of mythology seriously. :D;;
WRITTEN FOR basil_ovelby'S BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU, LIVY, AND I'M SO GLAD WE MET. You are one of the funniest kindest most talented amazing people I have ever met, and I'm so glad you're doing so many awesome things. I hope you enjoy this. AND CRY lol i don't actually think you will i'm so sorry.
ALSO IF MY GUSSAN SUCKS FEEL FREE TO JUDGE THE SHIT OUT OF ME.

( on zooming cars, wanting to die, and the deepness of space )